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what is love ?

some people say its a magic
the others say its an illusion

some people say its a pure happiness
the others say its just a pure pain

some people say its everything
the others say its nothing

some people say its a game
the others say it isn’t

some people say its a fortune
the others say it isn’t

some people say its a pure feeling
the others say its just lust

some people say its a sweet dream
the others say its a nightmare

some people say its sweet
the others say its bitter

some people and the others may say everything bout love , but i have the simplest definition for it .

i say :
love is you

by : @nataliamiu

something depressed me these few days , its because i’m feeling so lost , even till now . cause i just can’t find you around , i don’t know the point of smiling , and i can’t figure out what must i do just to be the usual me .

i’m waiting patiently for my love to come to me , even just to say ’ hi ’ , but everything is such a rare thing to me by now . we used to be so close , now we’re just far apart .

what’s wrong with you ? what’s wrong with me ? what’s wrong with us ?

i feel that i lost the spirit to live , why is that so ? i depend on you too much that i hate to stand alone , even in the brightest days of my life .

is it wrong of me ? i always ask myself . yes , it is . i’m in too deep to you and that’s a very big problem . if one day you left , guess i can never find a way to survive the busy road of live alone , by myself .

i’ll be lost .

but on the other side , i won’t ever let you go , cause i really love you , and its really that much .

the last thing i wanna say is that , i miss you , i need you , and i love you . these 3 things made up my lonely days without you , and it will be nice of me to hear you say that you miss me , need me , and love me too .

by : @nataliamiu

there’s that one day in your life when you feel so happy that you can never feel as happy as that day . you laugh , you jump , you cry with the tears of happiness . you feel like you’ve achieved everything and you just don’t want that special day to end .

there’s also a day when you really feel so bad , nothing to do , no reason to smile , yet bunches reasons to cry . you feel like you failed everything and can’t find anything right about yourself . it hurts , really really hurts . you want that day to end in a blink , but it takes you forever to complete a day .

there’s a day , when you feel nothing , not happy , yet not sad . no emotion , just a flat boring day of your life . you’re not in the mood of doing anything , you don’t have any reason to do things , you end up doing nothing the whole day beside staring at the wall , wondering what makes you feel so .

its almost everyday , that you feel happy and sad at the same day , emotion changes from happy to sad , sad to angry , angry to happy again , and all .

that’s life , what can you expect more ? live it , flow with it , try to smile all the time , yet don’t force yourself not to cry . be yourself , and never lie to yourself .

by : @nataliamiu

when you love someone , you just don’t need to say it out loud , simply stay silent , and proof it .

if he/she just never knows , tell him/her , once , and its enough , whether they want to understand it , or not .

its their lost if they don’t understand . you see , you love him/her wholeheartedly . when you leave , he/she’s losing someone who loves him/her so much , but you lose someone who doesn’t .

it hurts so much , really , maybe you can hardly bear the pain , but behind it , you’ll see a better and brighter light .

move on , think brighter , reach the other , life isn’t all about stuck in the middle of love lies and pain , its all about trapped in the middle of love sweetness and game !

loving the wrong person makes you understand that he/she’s not the right person for you . its ok to make mistakes , you’ll learn a lot from it , and you’ll become a better person , that’s for sure .

so , stand up , keep smiling , keep loving , and move forward ! true love will find a way , no matter how hard it is .

by : @nataliamiu

dear you ,

i spend some time to write bout my feelings to you as i can never say it out loud . wish i can by the way , but , no . i just don’t have that simple courage to tell you bout this feelings that keep me up day and night , thinking bout you .

i hate myself to know that i’m so coward , but this is me , i can’t blame myself for being me . well , i’ll let you know this . i fell for you from the first time i saw you , from then , i believe that you’re the only one i wanna spend the rest of my life with . oh , i wish it can be true .

all i can think bout is you , all i wanna be is with you , all my smile is because of you , all my life’s dedicated to you . too bad you never know it , i don’t think you ever know me also .

must i keep this feelings or should i just throw it far far away ? i can’t decide . i’m hurting myself by loving you , i’m killing myself by leaving you .

anyway , the conclusion is , i love you . that’s all .

and i still can’t find the courage to give you this letter , so , i’ll just scrap it and throw it away .

much love ,
me

by : @nataliamiu

tomorrow’s my 25th birthday , and all i want is his proposal of marriage . he once promised me that he would propose on my 25th birthday .

but everything faded since he left the country last month . he left me here alone , with no hope . he said he’ll try his best to come on my birthday , just to say ’ hi ’ , and nothing else .

guess he had forgotten everything .

hours passed by , simply i’ll be 25th in no time . i look at the clock and its 11.29 PM . will he come on time ? will he even come to my birthday party ?

12.00 AM , i’m starting to receive ’ happy birthday ’ stuffs on my facebook and twitter , no sign of him , at all . though i wish he can just call me for some time to say happy birthday or so .

he loves me no more .

my heart breaks , it feels so bad . i won’t cry , cause its my birthday . i barely wanna sleep , i keep on waiting for him to call , wall , tweet , text , whatever !

i fall asleep , even i can’t meet him in my dreams .

i wake up with that fake smile on my face , let everybody cheer me up but i feel bad , cause i can’t give them a real smile , just a fake one . sorry .

that day isn’t one of the best birthday for sure , and is the worst . i can’t find him anywhere , and so all i can do is faking a smile for the whole day . believe me , its not that easy .

another 11.29 PM , and my phone rings . ” hey , i guess you’re not asleep yet , i just wanna say happy birthday ! ” i heard that familiar voice , its HIM ! i’m trying to stay calm , and angry at the same time , but i can never fake my smile this time .

” yes , thanks you ” i simply said that .

” only that ? you don’t miss me ? oh well , then i’ll just leave ” said he . and you know what , he’s in front of my ROOM by now ! i ran to my door and open it , and i see him there , with a dozen of white rose .

and a little box .

” dear love , will you be my dear wifey ? ” as he open that little box with a pair of engagement ring . i smile and i cry , i nod , and i hug him .

i use that special ring , and i put that white roses on my desk . actually , i don’t need every parties available for me everywhere . this is all i need .

the simplest , yet the greatest gift of all — LOVE

by : @nataliamiu

” if i still love you , will you give me your heart again ? ” that’s the first thing that made me smile this morning .

yes , its that someone . i used to love him , i used to , means , he’s my ex . i don’t know if i still love him as much now , all i know is that , what he said this morning made me smile . i said nothing in reply , i just smiled . after some time , i nodded and said , ” yes , i will “

i still love him , yes , i do .

a month earlier , its like , i met him , after some time departed , as he went for his university outside the country . yes , i missed him much , and i met him on twitter , that’s cool btw . i never got a boy since i broke up with him , and i just can’t find a way to let go of him . well , you may conclude that i love him a real lot , even till now .

just a week earlier , he went back after 4 years of studying abroad . he called me , and asked me to meet him somewhere . yes , he picked me up at 7 and took me to a cafe . we shared a real lot of things bout him , and me .

the best thing to know was that he missed me much back then , and he was so grateful to meet me again at last . he never said he still love me or so , and i felt like , i wouldn’t have the smallest chance to be back with him .

and yesterday , he went to my home , and i wasn’t there , too bad . he went home , and he called me , he told me that he just got back from my home and no one was there . i asked him to come this morning , sunday morning . and this is what happened this morning .

” janette , are you there ? its me , steve ! ” he shouted , in front of my home . that was around 10 and i just finished my breakfast . he asked me for a walk , and i went with him . we talked out a lotta things till he stopped walking and asked me something shocking .

” hey , is there any chance that we can get back together ? ” i got stunned and said nothing . then he laughed and hugged me , ” ah i miss my janette “

i broke free from his hug , and i ran away . i thought it must be another fake hope . he wasn’t a type of guy who will beg a girl for her love . i ran back home . he chased me , calling my name .

i locked myself in my room , crying . then i heard his voice again , shouting , ” janette please !! i still love you and i really want you to know that ” the first time , i ignored him . he begged , and he said again , ” if i still love you , will you give me your heart again ? “

that words , made me smile , i didn’t know why . i ran down , ran to him and smiled . i nodded , and i said , ” yes , i will ” with my tears on my cheek .

he hugged me . and yes , its a special day . all i know is that , every little bit of hope can be true , when i believe it .

love him so much and it will never change .

by : @nataliamiu